Posted by milly on March 31, 2006, at 13:51:44
In reply to Re: I need to do something... » milly, posted by special_k on March 31, 2006, at 10:24:10
** Oh (((((((((specialK)))))))))))))) I'm sorry you have got it so tough at the moment.
> hey. thanks. i'm still not really sure what to do... in a way it feels like... i don't have anything to lose. but then in another way it feels like... i have an awful lot to lose.
**because you are not as well as you could be making these decisions is even tougher but it is part of not being well (at my worst I couldn't decide anything, tea or coffee? forget it, it would just seem too big a thing to work out)
> i have no idea what to say to them...
** you probably wouldn't need to say much at all
> anxiety / depression might be the best bet.
> the memories?
> the ruminations?
> i don't know. that stuff... and i'm starting to sound like a longer term case... one they will probably be quite anxious to bundle out the door.**they are there to care I would be very upset if they would do that
> i'm feeling really very sensitive to rejection at the moment... i don't think that would go down very well right now. and if it happens... there isn't anyone else i can turn to... i don't know. i don't know that the risk is worth it... but i'm feeling like i need to do something... because i'm f*cking things up. i am. and the downhill slide...
** Yep you need to do something, I didn't and I f*cked it up well and truely last year, lost my job and evrything just because I didn't get help in time.
> :-(** I know you don't have the luxury of choosing your T, I didn't either (they are allocated in the UK) but it has been better than fine for me.Keep posting, we care
milly
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