Posted by Susan47 on February 1, 2006, at 10:25:28
In reply to Re: Relax » Susan47, posted by James K on January 31, 2006, at 22:17:41
> I don't think I have a doctor anymore. I fired one, but the replacement was temporary and when he wanted me to go in last Friday, then I tried Monday and got lost, then tried Wednesday and got frustrated, and now I really don't know what to do. But the good news is.
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What you have to do is realize it's just your own frustration that's stopping you from getting the help. The doctor you fired may realize you're unbalanced right now (and you are, you know it too) and take you right back no questions asked and give you a prescription.
> I found some old lunesta.
In the best intention, all I can say is, you dummy. With love but also firmness.
> Some of the scab on my forehead came off, and I realize I have less of a split and more of a divot. So the scar will end up just a thin white line that anybody might have. Bruises are fading, and hole in my arm will only leave small Keloid. So nothing that the next guy wouldn't have.
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Well, that's good. Because your past will just be an intrigue for someone to solve, a mystery, someone so different from where you're going to go, now (?)
> I don't follow up on people's old threads. If I get in a thread early, I'll follow it out, or if I just need to remind myself what someone's current situation is I'll glance back just so I don't step in it.
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I'm always stepping "in it", probably am again. Obviously the track you want to take is the hardest one to take, which makes you pretty damn brave IMO.
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