Posted by littleone on January 9, 2006, at 14:34:57
In reply to My Comfort Book, posted by littleone on January 7, 2006, at 18:27:39
No it's an awful idea. Total waste of time. I wish I was dead. How's a stupid book supposed to help with that.
It's the stupid accident anniversary today. And someone stole my flowers last night. They were even superglued in so no one could steal them. So now I have a bunch of stems with all the stupid flower heads gone. They've been sitting there for 3 years now. Why today?
And I've been screwed around AGAIN just before my stupid T's holidays. This is the third time they've screwed me up just before he's gone away. This time his receptionist left a list of my times for the next few months with him. When he gave it to me I said "this doesn't make sense". He had a look and said "you're right" and he fixed a date typo. And I said "but I have appointments on this date and this date and this date as well". He said "but I don't come back until after then". I don't know if he extended his holidays or if his receptionist stuffed up the dates or something else. But it really doesn't matter. It doesn't change anything. It still means his maybe bearable holiday has been extended to a I can't do this holiday.
Plus there's the whole people don't like me thing. My T has said that I express myself a lot better in writing than in person. So you'd think I'd have half a chance of fitting in on a written forum. But I don't. I'm an invisible nobody.
I hate people. I hate me. I wish I would just disappear out of existance. I'm so tired of living.
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