Posted by happyflower on December 9, 2005, at 11:01:54
In reply to Re: HappyMuffy-ONLY T TRIGGER T TRIGGER T TRIGGER, posted by allisonross on December 9, 2005, at 10:37:13
I think after suffering from some very shocking child abuse for (I should of
died) for many years, if I didn't learn to laugh, I would have killed myself if I didn't release the pain. My T said I suffered some of the worse child abuse he has heard, and we has been a T for a long time and is an organization to prevent child abuse and helps with CPS to deceide about
what to do with kids of child abuse.Laughing helps with the pain. If I couldn't laugh, I would be in an institution, I am sure. So maybe my humor is a little offcolor, but if you walked in my shoes, the more pain you endured
, the more you need to laugh. I would rather be a little obnoxious sometimes, then dead.
I am still learning what is acceptable, so I don't mean to offend anyone. I do have a high level of admiration and respect for my T. Yes I am sexually attracted to him. Sex is suppose to be a natual thing, I know some have been abused, so I see where they are coming from and why it triggers them. I am sure with my T's sense of humor, he wouldn't be insulted by my sexual comments, in fact I think he would be flattered by them. But I will respect others and put trigger warning on my posts(probably most of them)) In fact I am almost ready to tell him I want him wrapped up naked with a bow for Christmas. I am sure he would laugh, because he would understand.
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