Posted by LittleGirlLost on December 5, 2005, at 20:36:19
In reply to Worrying out loud...., posted by LittleGirlLost on December 4, 2005, at 20:37:58
I'm pressed for time this evening, but wanted to thank you all for your support. I would like to respond individually, but I can't tonight. I had a busy day at work, and my coworker was out today also. I got all packed though... and boy did I stall. The movers are coming 9am tomorrow. I just feel like I'm in a fog. I just can't be as worried as I am; hence the fog.
On another note, I emailed my T a very similar version of my "Worrying" post. She agreed that everything will be an adjustment, but thinks we would do well to address the bathroom thing. I know she's right, so why can't I talk about this? It's just gross! A "gross" kind of gross. Does that make sense? I mean, abuse is gross and difficult to talk about, but somehow this is different...a different kind of gross... and I haven't figured out exactly what that difference is. It's just gross and embarrassing.
(I hope that didn't come out wrong... I'm just trying to understand why talking about this is impossible for me.)So, my computer should be hooked up by the afternoon. Hopefully I will be able to check in. (I'm starting to feel guilty for being so needy lately.) But as I read your responses, I feel you guys cheering me on. Hopefully I can reread the thread before I venture to the ladies room tomorrow... which will probably be unavoidable. :(
lgl
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