Posted by muffled on November 30, 2005, at 15:46:57
In reply to Re: Gee?Cricket?Kerria???? » muffled, posted by cricket on November 30, 2005, at 15:24:01
> Yeah, I just keep on asking inside and they say "Leave me alone" or "I don't want to talk" or "F*ck you." I'm used to ruckus and turmoil from them but this shut down is strange. It has me worried and lonely and I guess maybe I have had such good communication with them for so many years that it is hard to know what I think without them.
**OMG, that sounds like when I first started to figger there was other stuff in my head, all of a sudden my head was quiet for quite awhile, like stone dead silence, and i was so used to perpetual noise and confusion. It wasn't so nice. I felt bad about losing 'the kid' when I'd just found her. But she was there, she just shut up awhile. But my head is still quiet mostly and i'm used to it now. I think there was alot of fighting going on and I just didn't realize it. Now there's not so much fighting. I don't know why. My kid (I only have one I can talk to that I'm aware of clearly), she just gets SO mad at me, so fast and sudden. I think sh'es fairly young, but smart, and kindof mean too. I had a hard time getting her to talk at all, but now she does more. She's wacked.
I think your guys are still there. You just been doing alot of work and stuff and they just being quiet. Watching and waiting perhaps.> Definitely sounds amazing. Please do post on writing. I am trying to get brave enough to post something of mine on there.
**you can post anything. Lotsa people just use it to vent in their writings, it can be a little intense.> She is feisty enough so I think that she will hold her own (she's 9). She is a major tomboy and loves to run and play rough and get dirty. She does have a bit of a mouth on her but underneath all the bluster there is a gentleness that I often see her use with the younger kids and with animals. She loves animals. I think she might get along okay with yours. For you, however, two rambunctious kids might be a bit much :-)
***Nah, I can handle them, the wilder the better! Just so long as your kid doesn't start pointing out all my flaws like mine does.
When I drive for field trips at school, I always tell the teacher to give me the wild kids ! One time I had 3 and they were screaming and expecting me to tell them to shut up. I said g'head and scream, you may be sorry! Ha! Were they ever! Snort! I'm terrible! teacher wondered why they were so quiet the rest of the day !!!
However, my kid can proly hold her own too. Don't know her all that well yet.> Thanks. Tell her that it came from my grandfather who once told me that he always used to wake up in the morning because I'd be babbling away in my crib. He'd say "Time to get up. The cricket's chirping."
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***Thats SO cool. What a neat story to have!
Hope I made some sense. I kinda got lost when the kid was writing about the forest.
MuffledOh yeah, go ahead and send the kid, she can have a visit, she sounds cool. She sounds like me.
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