Posted by ghost on November 21, 2005, at 16:51:43
In reply to your own mortality...*trigger*, posted by B2chica on November 21, 2005, at 9:48:28
i used to think i wouldn't see 28. but i did. this year. i almost didn't though. (since i might not have gone to the hospital and all that crap.)
i don't know what that means, though. now i feel like i'm wandering aimlessly because i wasn't supposed to be here now.
do you think that because you're essentially reliving those horrible things in your past, you're feeling what you should have felt back then? just wondering. because i wonder if that's my problem. reliving the sh*t in my past so i'm feeling what i wouldn't allow myself to feel years ago.
i don't know. just a random thought, really.
*hugs*
ghost
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