Posted by antigua on October 24, 2005, at 8:00:52
In reply to Re: Such a fake **Trigger** csa, posted by fairywings on October 24, 2005, at 0:06:46
Thanks for your kind thoughts.
New pdoc took me off Effexor because I started to slide into this bout of depression and I had just about maxxed out on Effexor. So, since I'm feeling very low, he pulls the rug out and starts again. It will probably be o.k. in the long run, but right now it hurts just too much. I have to laugh when he asks all the usual questions about hurting myself. My answer is only "I have three children," and I can't say anymore. The depths of depression are so separated by the kids but it's still so scary.
My kids are older so I don't need help w/them, but I appreciate the suggestion. They are their own forces of nature, they just whirl around me and I try to keep up.
I have been leaning on my T. Therapy twice a week for the last few weeks, so that's good. But part of me just wants to scream "Leave me alone!!!"
thanks,
antigua
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