Posted by fairywings on September 12, 2005, at 11:08:49
In reply to Re: Cutting*trigger* » B2chica, posted by muffled on September 12, 2005, at 10:06:59
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> I'm SOOOOO glad that I didn't do it. The hospital isn't great, but if its what you need for a bit, well its what you need. This will pass. It will pass, there will be peace again.B2, i agree with muffled, it's so hard to see when your in that black hole, but if you can call your p-doc, get him to adjust your meds, go to the hospital if you need to, babble your head off, whatever it takes. What happened with the luvox, trileptal, ativan, mix you were on, did that poop out? It seemed to be working for you for awhile.
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> *Exercise helps me. Physically "running, running, running"(actually I walk and bike)But it sometimes helps me get away from pain awhile.
this is what i do too, it's hard when you feel like you can't move, or when you're so sore you just want to cry, but it does help ease the physical and emotional pain.
>>You have a curable sickness. Its just sometimes seems to take a long time.
muffled is right, you're ill B2, just like any other illness, it takes longer sometimes, feels crappier, and isn't viewed with as much sensitivity, which makes it more difficult.
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> > thank you all So much giving half a d@mn, i'm going to crawl back into my hole for a while. don't see pdoc for another month and half. i hate being a pest so i'll see if i can make it that long.again, i agree with muffled, and you're not a pest, you're in pain, and need help. call your p-doc, that's what he's there for, that's what his business is all about. he's there to help you out of your pain and he has the means to do it.
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> > i see T today, i'll tell him. but i'm SOOOO tired of going to the hospital seems like everyother month! it's GOT TO STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
> > b2c.i hope you will tell him B2, i hope you will feel better enough not to go to the hospital, but if you have to, and that will make you feel better, and keep you from hurting yourself, then do it. i don't want you to hurt yourself, and mostly i want you to feel better. like muffled said, hang on, and we'll hang on with you.
fw
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