Posted by pinkeye on July 26, 2005, at 19:23:56
Some strange thing always happens on the days when I feel good about myself.. I become so hyper active and hyper energetic, and I can't work or concentrate or anything..and I feel suffocated to sit in front of a computer and work..
It happens every time I become happy.. I almsot become like a monster with so much of energy, and it is difficult to cope up with me.. I wanted to go swimming yesterday in the evening at 9 after I went back home from work, and my husband is wondering what is wrong with me, but I just couldn't stay at home.
The past three days were like this.. I have become so hyper, and nothing I do is enough.. And I am feeling so suffocated to stay at work, or to stay at home.. I want to do so many things - watch movies, drive, go for swimming, talk to people etc.. And I suppose in a general sense it is good to do all that, but the problem is I become so extremely hyper and I end up getting suffocated and end up in a headache.. and I am not able to sit at one place and work.
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