Posted by Jazzed on June 17, 2005, at 6:04:23
In reply to Bad to Worse -- trigger warning, posted by daisym on June 17, 2005, at 0:04:32
Wow, sound like the timing was really bad - to let you go when you didn't have enough time to feel more back to normal. Is it possible for you to have a few longer sessions with your T until you can work through some of the anger? It sounds like it needs to be explored, needs to be expressed, and that he's dealing with it just fine, it's okay to rage at him.Are you going to call him and tell him about the suicidal feelings? It sounds like this is all so overwhelming to you and that you need to talk to him NOW. This is too much for you to try to handle on your own, and I'm sure your husband is very worried about your safety, but I wouldn't worry too much about being "fair" to him. Sounds like he understands that this is an incredibly hard time for you, and he can handle his end of it.
As far as therapy making it worse? I'd guess it's like cleaning a house. When you start to clean it, really deep down clean it, isn't it always torn to pieces and messier before you get it cleaned? With therapy, if you're doing regressive therapy, aren't there going to be huge messes before you get things straightened up? And storms along the way? I think your T can handle it, and work with you to put things in order. If you can hang in there and get through the mess I think you'll feel a lot better. In a year you'll probably look back and wonder how you ever considered stopping. I just wonder if more frequent, and/or longer sessions would be better until you get through all of this.
Just my thoughts,
(((hugs)))
Jazzy
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