Posted by pinkeye on May 9, 2005, at 18:10:05
In reply to Re: I wish I could tell my ex T all this but scared » Tamar, posted by pinkeye on May 9, 2005, at 16:38:51
hmm on second thoughts.. maybe he might be able to understand me.. Maybe he knows about all these stuff like transference and stuff..maybe they didn't teach him too much, but I think he would have learnt it on his own. I think I should give it one last try.
And he might be able to help me out..And I can repay him by helping others. I know I have taken too much of his time already, but atleast I am helping others..and maybe he might think it is worth helping me.I don't know. But I think I definitely need to move past all these guilty feelings, and shame and anger and hurt and undeserving feelings somehow.. and taking too much repsonibility and too much of blame.. and all these confusion and conflict. It might save my life, and I could save several more if I am well.
I am breaking my head over this :-(
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