Posted by RjLockhart98 on March 28, 2005, at 16:03:42
Well, hear i go, this is my inner mind on a typical reacting to things.
Today in Class, i took my adderall 40mg as usal, suddenly i had this strange feeling the room was shifting, vertigo, but it was more extreme than your averge dizziness, i felt the actual room, and I were moving, for a about a second, in a sequence after another.
I stressed out abou that the whole rest of the day that "there is something wrong" nuerologically, psychologically, any way to put it!
I have that nuertoic look right now, as im typing this becuase im still nervous.
Alot of times i stay in my own head, its like a feeling "im stuck", i'll act mellow for a couple hours, sometimes i react to this bad, that i cant get out, feel i am going to go crazy! but sometimes i have got to the point where i just dont care, if you go danm crazy, you go crazy!
I feel withdrawn, there is something wrong, i need to get scans! i have to know!!
I pray to god alot, asking you know, what have insane people acted like in the past since the millions of years you have been around, and am i acting like one? what is going to happen to me! please give some peace. somtimes i dont get an awnser.
Alot of times in the day, i will just bliztz my self out about all this random worry, about myself, i dont know how to describe it.
What do i sound like to you, do i sound like a abnormal person?
Do i sound insane?
Or is all this random blumble junk, and you dont understand
poster:RjLockhart98
thread:476808
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