Posted by alexandra_k on March 24, 2005, at 19:54:08
In reply to Re: Not that there is anything wrong with being BPD » alexandra_k, posted by Dinah on March 23, 2005, at 5:03:37
Something my p-doc said got me thinking... He said that they may well fund my treatment because it may well turn out cheaper for them than my current treatment...
I did a little searching on the person who was reccomended and they are a councellor in private practice. That doesn't impress me very much because (IMO) the requirements and regulations in order to be a councellor (in New Zealand) aren't worth terribly much at all.
I know that I have no idea and I should just wait and see...
But I am starting to worry. What if we don't get on? What if we really don't click very well at all? I do find it hard to find a therapist that I do get on with. I worry about that. About why etc etc. I have seen so many therapists who started up about 'spirit guides' or whatever. That is too different from my world view. I do have respect for a fair few years of training giving you a scientific world view. Sure people can have one without, but it is not likely...
Maybe I am catastrophising but I am starting to have a bad feeling about this. If we don't get on then it will be viewed as my not wanting to meet the treatment reccomendation provided in the assessment.
I am back to being assigned a single person to work with regardless of whether we are suited to each other or not.
I don't feel good about this.
At all.
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