Posted by Susan47 on February 1, 2005, at 15:15:06
In reply to Sunny, posted by Susan47 on February 1, 2005, at 15:10:53
I hate this, I hate it I absolutely hate it I never know where I wrote down my yahoo id, I always forget it, it's because I never use this forum I'm afraid of it and Ican't get on and I don't want to got hrough all the sh*t to do it again over and over and it's all too much goddamn work. I'm so f*cking depressed I can't stand myself. Death is depressing too and if it weren't so depressing I might do somethin gto get myself there goddamn it why am I f*cking 47 f*cking years old trying to build a life again I built a life it sucked and I should just be able to accept that! I REFUSE TO LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE I REFUSE I REFUSE I REFUSE I F*CKING HATE MY F*CKING LIFE.
poster:Susan47
thread:451101
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