Posted by rainbowbrite on January 9, 2005, at 13:22:41
In reply to Re: anyone ever feel worse?, posted by gardenergirl on January 9, 2005, at 12:39:12
>It sounds like you might be nervous about something you want to tell your T. Are you worried that it will hurt your relationship or that your T will react negatively?
Sort of. it is a fairly new relationship, but it has always been good, i thought. i also don't really generally get into anything in therapy, i think it becasue i need time to warm up.
i am ready now because i have some issues really stiring me up inside, but it feels like on the end of my T there is resistence to deal with it. Teh problem with this is that it is such a hard issue that it is something on don't want to make the target of a disscussion like this.
so i keep swaying away from it and coming back to it and just feel like my T has maybe never dealt with this or doesn't want to deal with it (my guess).
It feels like the more light hearted sessions are the prefered sessions on the end of my T. I am so worried about it and i don't feel there is much invested in me.
I guess inside i am hoping that there are consultaions going on with my Ts supervisor but for some reason i don't think there are, I don't even know if my T is supervised. I really don't know what to do. I feel so frustrated with this.
Another this is that a couple of times i have shared something that was really hard and in the following session my T has no idea what im talking about. once is ok i think, but 3 or 4 times is too many.
i am feeling so lost and alone with this. i desparately need help or ill never get to deal with my problem.
Thanks so much for your help
rain
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