Posted by littleone on January 6, 2005, at 15:24:53
In reply to Re: Nothing makes it better » littleone, posted by cubic_me on January 6, 2005, at 13:33:53
Thank you for sharing your experience. I can really picture how terrible it must have been. From both his perspective and yours. I hope you find your peace.
> For you I think it would be better to keep yourself safe. If you can do that, and go to the place if you want to, then go ahead. Otherwise I would stay home and chat on babble, or go to the mall. Do something to take your mind off the day. If you do go to the site, don't take anything sharp with you - even cut your nails back if you have to.I have to work that day. It is my boss' first day back from holidays and will be really busy. Busy is good.
I know I should leave my knife at home, but even doing that terrifies me. Last time I had the urge and didn't have a knife handy, I went into some sort of deranged panic racing from shop to shop trying to find something anything to use. It terrifies me to even think about being that out of control again.
To me it just seems better to si a little and be done with it. Mt T doesn't see it that way though.
Ha ha, just realised I wrote Mt T instead of My T. Guess it's pretty obvious how much I idolise him hey?
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