Posted by heather247 on June 28, 2004, at 21:33:17
In reply to Re: Prodigal therapy client returns » tabitha, posted by Dinah on June 24, 2004, at 8:33:04
Hope I posted this in the right area...
So I have 2 memories...In one, I am an infant, in a crib,but old enough to stand as long as I can reach the crib rail (that I happen to be gnawing on). My mom leaves, and strangers come in the house and release snakes all over the place. My mom returns and tells me what a good baby I am to stay in my crib and not disturb the snakes.
Second memory...I am a small child, I have a cough. I go to the restroom at my grandmothers house, and begin to cough. I stand on my tippie toes to cough into the bathroom sink. I cough up a bug, shaped rather like a pad of butter, but hard with legs all around it..
These feel like memories. They dont feel like dreams, yet they are so out-there far fetched that I cannot myself believe them.
I was sexually molested most of my childhood by my father. My mom is now a therapist, and says that I am remembering SOMETHING, but the parts that I could not understand as a youngster, I remembered in terms that were tangible to me...
What the heck are these "memories" about, and why do they bug me soooooo much??
any ideas welcome...
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