Posted by B2chica on June 18, 2004, at 11:57:37
In reply to suicidalness, posted by cubic_me on June 18, 2004, at 11:07:32
Please Cubic Me, i hope you Never succeed with S. All i can think of right now is very selfish, but what if you had succeeded with a previous attempt. I would have NEVER had the chance to meet you. You Really make me feel comforted. You understand the SI part of me. Just seeing your posts even if their to others let's me know your around. It's being very selfish but you have been so great to me, whether you know it or not you have been a very imporant part in my getting through tough days.
I do understand Constantly having thoughts in your head that you just get sick of. Unfortunately i can't offer much about getting them out.
Are you currently on any medications? I notice that with my being bipolar (i don't know if this is the manic or the depressive side) but i tend to ruminate severely on SI and suicide once it enters my mind. When i'm on proper medication it is completely gone so even if i would have a thought or two, it still isn't that constant inside.
i am in a spot now because my antipsychotic is not working quite as well as it has been and i've stopped taking my AD. This was a decision i made because of therapy and both my T and my Gp are well aware of this.I'm really not much help because i have these SI thoughts consuming much of my mind these days. But for me when i was on the right med combo they went almost completely away.
So you just keep ruminating on me telling you that i HAVE to hear from you when you come back from your trip! (i'll nag in your ear...i'm a pretty good nagger) You need to post at babble when you return! You Must! You Must!
I Need Cubic Me in my life.
b2c.
poster:B2chica
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