Posted by eggy on April 7, 2004, at 16:58:28
In reply to Re: Has anyone heard of a-sensitive?, posted by Noni on April 7, 2004, at 12:52:48
I have read everyone's posts. But after reading Noni's post I had to reply. I too experience the same things as all of you do. When I started this post the subject matter was a totally different set of encounters that I was researching. I have not post in here for a long time. I tried cutting all ties with the world hoping I would emerge a new person. Guess what. It didn't work! But anyway....I am so semsitive to touch that no one is allowed to touch me. My kids give me kisses and bedtime hugs. My husband is allowed "some contact" hehe. My best friend pokes me just to get me all riled up. Sound! Oh a biggie. 3 kids and a husband who plays electric guitar. Luckily I have my computer room room that allows a quick hide away. Stuffed animals and dolls...I can stand the thought of them being boxed up, or put in bags where they cannot breath. I tried to revive a dead cactus for 2 months until it turned to slime and looked like a raisin. I don't go in public because of the many many sounds that no one else hears that bombard my head like a big bass drum. Food...most of the time I convince myself it is contaminated just so I will NOT eat it. 3 years in therapy weekly. 6 meds. And the world still haunts me. I love all of your post. Knowing my feelings are similiar to others does make it easier. My DX are Borderline personality, Bi-Polar, PTSD and agoraphobia. But there is hope. My husband who swore off dogs came home with a tiny white puppy the other day. I love to groom her and get puppy kisses. I find myself in other rooms of the house playing with her. I never used to roam the house freely. Maybe it just takes a tiny bit of innocent love and peeceful puppy kisses to make the ball start rolling. Thank You again. Eggy and puppy Cricket.
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