Posted by KindGirl on March 4, 2004, at 18:28:02
In reply to Re: Why shouldn't I quit therapy?, posted by crushedout on March 3, 2004, at 20:25:59
Well I did it! I called up T. and left a pathetically hysterical message that I was done, don't want to come anymore, can't do this anymore, and that is honestly how I have felt lately. It is just so dang hard as you all know.
My T. called me yesterday (checked ahead of time w/me) and we talked for 30 minutes and she said I could quit if I wanted, that she didn't want me to quit and would miss me terribly if I quit, but I do have the decision if I wanted it. She also said that I am afraid of relationship...I am afraid that she is going to be just like my mom or my dad or all the other people who have hurt me deeply, but she said she is not and she won't. She said that no matter what I decided she would always care about me, carry me in her heart, and love me, but said that the thing I need most is to know that I have someone I can trust and who will be there for me no matter what and so that is why this is such important and difficult work.
I appreciate everything everyone shared...you guys are awesome.
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