Posted by Karen_kay on February 22, 2004, at 19:06:47
In reply to Re: Thoughts - Karen_Kay, posted by Pfinstegg on February 22, 2004, at 17:49:53
Oh, don't worry. If they tell me no more Bubba, I'll fight. But, the end outcome is one that I will accept. And I honesty don't think it has anything to do with the boundary violations, or I would be referred to a different therapist, not given the option of group with him.
I know I'm not "fixed" but I realize now I'm on my way to being a much happier person. I'd love nothing more than to continue to learn with the help and aid of Bubba. And if I'm told "No more Bubba" Oh, there'll be a war. But only because I feel it's in my best interest to continue therapy with him as the guide. But, if the end result is termination then I'll find a different therapist if I feel I need to. I'll take care of myself first and foremost if that time comes. But, if I can't contiune with him, he's taught me so much (and not just breathing exercises and thought challenging) how can I not go willingly and continue therapy on my own or with a different guide, which ever the case may be. I almost feel like I'm the girl in "Lost in Translation." I'm not scared anymore about the final outcome. I know I've learned so much and valued the time I had. I'm jsut grateful for the opportunity I had to learn.
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