Posted by terrics on February 19, 2004, at 16:20:31
Went to pdoc today. She makes me realize that I will never function normally.
I left my husband 6 yrs ago and bought my own house 35 miles from his. (Yes, his, not mine) I have to say I did quiet well for awhile. Then I started falling. I felt like I was swimming in black slime. Nothing mattered. Pdoc sent me to partial hospitalization and I couldn't work for months. Because the hospital was only 1/2 mi. from my husband I stayed with him. That was in May and I am still here at my husband's. I am afraid to move back home and am only at rest when driving my car as I live neither here nor there. I am very depressed again. I want it to be over, but am not that brave. I'm really, really tired of this and there is not enough time to fix anything. Some people have tough lives. Not me really. What makes everything tough is my body's chemistry and no matter what pdoc tries the chemistry does not go away. terrics
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