Posted by Karen_kay on January 9, 2004, at 21:46:13
In reply to Re: Dreamweaver get me through.. » Karen_kay, posted by DaisyM on January 9, 2004, at 21:22:25
Oh, I understand. I won't force anything at all! I just think that this means I'm finally ready to start feeling the things I should. I was watching CMT Crossroads with Dave Matthews and Emmy Lou Harris and they played Long Black Veil and I've heard this song numerous (easily 100) times, but this time I really listened and I swear I thought I was going to cry. The song just touched me! I've always thought it was great, but this time was different. I actually felt the song. Maybe I'm just dumb, I kinda feel that way. (NOT REALLY) But, I felt a song! Like FELT it!!! I HAVE FEELINGS!!! I'M HUMAN!! YES!!! I'm happy now!
And I keep telling my boyfriend how much I love him, which is odd for me. I just appreciate him today. I don't know, I just feel different. But in a good way.
Don't worry, I won't rush anything. I'm in no hurry!
I'm sorry that your dreams aren't so good. But maybe you could use them to learn. That's what I'm doing. Are you talking about them with your therapist?
Are you doing ok hun? I'm sorry I've been so self-involved lately. I'm coming out of it. Lay it on me, how are you? If you need to talk, I'm here to listen. Promise.Here's to dreams about kittens, puppies and oatmeal cookies!
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