Posted by Dinah on January 6, 2004, at 0:18:36
In reply to Re: Do I really want to feel? » Dinah, posted by DaisyM on January 5, 2004, at 1:23:34
Hmmm. I'm not sure I remember Joy. :) I think it might have been bundled up in a little dog I could fit in the crook of my neck. But she's been dead since '87.
I will admit to wanting to feel some continuity of being though. Every day seems so disconnected from the day before, like I'm starting all over. And while others seem to think I look and sound pretty consistently like the same person, I can't quite grasp that I am. Every day everything seems just a bit unfamiliar. Including myself. I keep wanting to (figuratively) grab people and ask them if they know who I am, because I sure don't.
I guess I am ready to have that change.
That and the somatization - headaches, IBS, eczema, etc.
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