Posted by crushedout on November 18, 2003, at 0:45:04
I saw my therapist today. It was a somewhat unsatisfying session, and I called her afterwards to tell her something important that I left out of the session. It was more for her sake than for mine, although it made me feel good to call her.Anyway, I'm seeing her again on Wednesday and Thursday. We just increased from two to three sessions per week. I desperately want to call her and try to schedule an appointment for tomorrow right now. I'm totally obsessed and freaking out about it. I'm not sure what this is about. We had a really intense session last week so maybe we're getting somewhere important and it's upsetting me. Although I'm not really sure what's going on. Anyway, it's just that the idea of not seeing her tomorrow makes me feel so dismal.
What should I do? Should I just hang on till Wednesday? I mean, it's one extra day. And she's going to get sick of me if she has to see me every day this week. Or, I just won't even know what to talk about. I have so many things to say but then I get there and blank out.
Advice, anyone?
crushedout
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