Posted by heather66 on June 10, 2003, at 19:08:27
My psychiatrist sent me a letter asking me not to come back. I am furious. I already hate all people anyway. How is this supposed to help me? How am I supposed to get help? It took me months to get the courage to actually go to a doctor in the first place? How do I find a replacement? I read the above posts about "Changing Therapists" and I don't even know if I should go to a man or a woman. Insurance dictates I must go to a doctor in my network directory so I was just staring at the list of names wondering if I should pick based on names I like or names I don't like.
I am taking Zoloft right now which, since the letter, i am convinced is the wrong medication for me. I believe my doctor never cared about me at all and just subscribed Zoloft for no reason whatsoever (maybe just so I could gain more weight and be more miserable since I think a zoloft side effect is weight gain and I've already gained 35 pounds)? I am thinking about stopping my medication to see what happens... but that's not the issue.
I think I will be worse without medication... so ultimately i will need to see a doctor and I don't have the first clue about how to find someone who is compatible since my problem is that I am not compatible with anybody under any circumstances whatsoever..
Isn't that the job of the doctor? To help you?
poster:heather66
thread:233013
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