Posted by IsoM on February 25, 2003, at 19:37:47
In reply to The remarkable feat of depression, posted by Eddie Sylvano on February 24, 2003, at 11:57:45
Eddie, I very much remember what happiness is like when I'm depressed. But while I remember it, I feel like I was deluded into thinking there's any good in the world. I feel very cynical when depressed & even though I know my happiness was real, I feel like I was just some giddy fool to think so. I honestly feel ashamed of how I acted when happy - like some fool telling jokes at a funeral.
It's strange as I can look at things the same way & come to the same conclusions when depressed or content, but either I feel nothing for anything or extremely bitter & angry,(when depressed) - or I feel full emotions of happiness or sadness (when content).
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