Posted by sienna on October 11, 2002, at 20:08:54
Hi everyone,
I had to go to a new doctor because my doctor wanted me to get
a second opinion from his friend he works with. So I went to
see the new doctor Wednesday nite. He was really nice and
he asked me a bunch of questions and i tried to answer really
honestly. It was kind of distracting because I could hear some
voices and i couldnt tell if they were next door or not.
He said I was having some problems with reality testing, but
I didnt think i was sounding too crazy. I asked him if he was
going to send the police to my house. I dont know why I asked
him that, but I always ask that becuase i have had that happen
before and they took me to a hospital and it was pretty
unpleasant, so Im avoiding it.Then at the end he said it was nice to meet me, and i said it
was nice to meet him too and then he was looking at me and
I said somethign else i cant remember what and he said
somethign else then was just looking at me, but i didnt know
if I was supposed to leave or if he was trying to read what I
was thinking, so I asked if I was supposed to leave now, and
he said, "yes it was nice to meet you". So I got up, but I didnt
know if I was supposed to shut the door or not, things like that
make me nervous, so I asked him and he said to close it.
Do you all know if you usually are supposed to close the door
when you walk out or leave it open? I dont know why I worry
about these things, but sometimes I feel like I am pretenidng
to be an adult. I feel like that everytime I write a check or
buy cigarettes or beer.Anyways, Im scared that my old doctor wont want to see me
again now.Sienna
poster:sienna
thread:1282
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