Posted by Donzi on December 8, 2008, at 21:20:59
In reply to Re: Advice Needed! » Donzi, posted by JadeKelly on December 8, 2008, at 12:50:20
Thanks for comments. This is new to me, except for that experience 2 years ago. I have not gone to Doctor other than regular practitioner. I did go to specialist 2 years ago. I was not impressed. He was willing to do whatever I suggested. He said he had easiest job in the world. Prescribe medication and wait to see what happens. He gave me a script for 100 Xanax with 6 refills. I was scared of that, so I trashed it. I kinda went on my own and for the most part, got better. Then now. something seems to be nawing at me. I have not taken any of the Klonopin in 3 days. Seems "ok". Little better appetite and fairly functional. Not sure if it is depression or anxiety. If I think of something negative, it builds on itself. Comes on hard, then leaves. Some days feel quite normal. I seem to OVER worry about stuff than normal people should not worry about. What if one of my kids get cancer, what if my wife gets sick, what if I do not get better, what if I lose my job, etc... BTW, I am a very Type A personality. I want everything done my way, correct, and on time. I would like to think I could correct this myself, but not sure which way to go. By reading the forum here, it seems that the AD's have not "fixed" many people on this board or maybe these are the 10-20% that did not get better and the other 80% quits posting?? I want to know all I can before I jump on a drug roller coaster ride that never ends.
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