Posted by secret on November 12, 2008, at 22:27:33
In reply to Re: relationships » secret, posted by rskontos on November 12, 2008, at 17:55:38
Thankyou rsk for the advice. Its just really hard to deal with this, I cant help but feel bad. I think I played a huge roll because I left him and went to another man imediately. I feel so much guilt because I wanted it to work with him so bad, but in the end I left him. Then there is the fact that the other man that I am with is recently divorced with a child. I am not sure how to handle this at all. I just am scared and dont know how to deal with all of this at once. My poor family has gotten involved and so has his in a way. I am so sick and tired of hurting everyone around me, but I cant seem to let go because I wanted it to work so bad and it didnt. Then to top it off, he has made me feel as if I am to blame for not giving us a chance and I have to wonder if that is right.
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