Posted by StrawberriesYum on October 29, 2005, at 19:04:20
In reply to Peeks under rock » StrawberriesYum, posted by ClearSkies on October 29, 2005, at 18:36:54
Hi. Nice to meet you, too. I just did the MOSS support test thingie, and my score was 14. I have almost no support system. Aside from my husband, I have just about nobody. And it sucks.
Bipolar Rapid Cycling, very newly diagnosed although been ill since puberty, and the anxiety disorders at least seem to go back till childhood. Maybe the rest of it too.
GAD< SAD< OCD, ugh. Sort of. They are still nailing things down but that's kind of the working group of things.
Personality Disorder, NOS, in addition to the Bipolar, as I seem to be a grab bag of stuff, with some unknown crud as well I guess.
I started therapy late June. After 2 decades of praying for help, it's finally here. And it sucks (in that "difficult" way that therapy sucks, but is also rewarding). I love it, and hate it. Lol. But appreciate it SO much and value it highly.
I am very SLOoooowww to trust, come out of myself, open up, realize stuff, emotionally figure things out, and my ability to DO anything consistently is pretty much non-existent. So the psychologist is showing a LOT of patience with me, which is one reason I'm starting to trust him so much.
Kinda rambling, here. I just . . . am so TIRED of it all.
poster:StrawberriesYum
thread:573131
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/newbs/20050601/msgs/573153.html