Posted by Panz on June 10, 2005, at 18:54:26
Hi, I'm panz and I've been trying to get the guts to post here for a while now. I've had panic and crazy frantic fits for a long time, My Grandmother used to call my incoherent, frantic anxiety attacks "hissy fits". I've been with my boy friend since '88 and he has seen the worst of me. I have tried to deal with my morbid glooms and various frantic panic attacks by self medicating with booze for a few years and last March and April I made several attempts at suicide and have started cutting on myself. I was diagnosed with severe panic disorder w/agoraphobia, depressive disorder and personality disorder nos with Borderline, avoidant and dependant traits. I have been unable to work since '02 and most of the time can't even answer the phone or go into town. My state shrink and nurse practitioner are unsure if I have these disorders or not and so I'm being bounced around on my meds and my treatment between them...I'm confused and upset and I would REALLY like to know. I don't know if this is the right place to post this, if it's not I'm sorry. Any clues or advice would be deeply appreciated.
Panz
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