Posted by Mark_6328 on March 22, 2005, at 15:03:28
In reply to About racing thoughts, posted by psychnp on December 13, 2004, at 21:22:50
Some of the answers to this were very familiar to me. I noticed that I stopped "being in a situation". I am not sure how do explain it. Now I believe that I don't have the necessary emotional response anymore which seems extremely unusual.
I really don't know what kind of emotional responses people usually have, and how strong they are. If I tell about these things in a coucilling session I don't get any feedback. I am now more open to tell about these "hidden" things.
Usually almost everyone describes me as a kind person. Medicines like Risperdal did not help me. I believe that this is a much more complex problem. I am very gratefull if I can tell about these things. I have had a very severe OCD few years ago. OCD is real, and I noticed that it is very difficult to treat. I guess many people find themselves checking, and double-checking things if they are under stress. But it isn't severe for them, and it goes away along with the stressing factor(s). You could almost compare it to a head ache.
But perhaps I am too hard on myself. I have seen many people who don't care a bit how they act. I would like to experience situations instead of this odd thinking.
One thing is certain: personality disorder doesn't go away easily. First I had severe insomnia, then OCD, and now this. The problem keeps changing its form :(.
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