Posted by cakins on July 11, 2004, at 13:10:35
In reply to isolation » cakins, posted by partlycloudy on July 11, 2004, at 12:57:52
It is just a little worse than that, I went from an abuse home life growing up to an abuse wife. It does not speak much about being a man, by saying I let her hurt me, but she would cut me scratch me she has even tried to kill me before, it was more mental than physical. She would tell me things like she never loved me as much as some other guy, and now she has even told my kids that, she says that he should have been their father not me. She said to me before that she wished I was dead or just die. I stayed for the family at the cost of what feels like my soul. And yes I do understand the loser part, I feel it every day, I fail at what ever I do what ever I touch. It is a downward sprial, just worse and worse and worse.
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