Posted by macy on July 22, 2006, at 22:34:55
I posted here years ago under a name I have forgotten. I have had a history of depression and treatment for it.
Recently my sister took an overdose after trying to live with a diagnosis of schizophrenia and associated depression.
I find all the feelings and thoughts overwhelming at times, but people around me react in strange ways to her death. I find this difficult and very different to other deaths I have expereinced. Suicide has a different impact and reaction.
I looked up this site again maybe hoping to find some answers to her medications and her plans to suicide. I have her journals here and read through bits of them every now and then trying to understand, a bit, what happened to her lively creative mind.
I suppose what I need is a safe place to voice my feelings and thoughts.
Writing the above has helped me already.
poster:macy
thread:669552
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/grief/20051017/msgs/669552.html