Posted by alesta on December 13, 2005, at 9:37:42
In reply to Re: my brother, chad » alesta, posted by zenhussy on December 9, 2005, at 18:32:32
hi zen and sabri,:)
you guys are really sweet:) thank you so much. i honestly feel like i should think about him more than i do...i don't 'feel' him anymore...i guess i don't want to pine after a relationship that can no longer be...i hope that doesn't sound bad...just trying to live in the present and not make things harder for myself..but every once in a while i will hear a song or something (like "daniel" by elton john) and it will make me tear up...it's like there is a sadness there that i am not aware of or something. it's strange to me.
love to you guys...some of you ppl here are very special to me, too.:-) hugs to y'all..
love,:)
amyp.s. zen, it feels good to think that i might be serving a purpose here on the planet...i know we all are, but to hear it is kind of nice :)
poster:alesta
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