Posted by Elle2021 on October 28, 2003, at 3:24:14
I don't even know how to start this message, but I feel like I need to vent and get my feelings out. Tonight I just found my cat, he had been hit by a car. I found him helpless already dead on the side of the road. I feel so devastated. I feel like I'm going to fall apart. I'm already suffering from depression and this has just made things 10x worse. I miss him so much, it doesn't even feel real yet, feels like a nightmare. He meant so much to me, I loved him with all my heart. I wish he wasn't dead. I'm having a lot of trouble dealing with this, somebody please help me. Any advice will be really helpful. I want him back, I want to go to feed him and to have him come running to his dish excited about being pet. But I know it won't happen.
Love, Elle
poster:Elle2021
thread:274159
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