Posted by PHV on October 15, 2003, at 23:43:58
In reply to In memory of my grandmother..., posted by Sabina on October 15, 2003, at 4:15:43
Hi Sabina -
My condolences on your loss of your grandmother. I have lost both of my grandmother's w/in the past two years. I always knew they were sick and old - and would die - but I never expected to be left with such a huge void in my life without them. I hope I can forevery carry around the sounds of their beautiful laughs - I can still hear how each of them spoke - and I dream about them regularly. Someone told me that's part of the mourning process - but I sometimes really feel it's my chance to talk to them and tell them how much I miss them. There's a huge part of me that feels that is our way of still being able to communicate with each other. Because we know they're dead - but I just get the opportunity to tell them how much I miss them in my daily life.
Sabina - you are in my thoughts and prayers today. But keep your grandmother in yours. Allow yourself the opportunity to bring her into your dreams - let her send you a bizzarre signal that shows you she's with you. I swear, I never believed in that stuff before - but have had some strange experiences.
God Bless You Sabina,
Patty
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