Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on September 26, 2010, at 21:31:44 [reposted on September 28, 2010, at 6:17:53 | original URL]
In reply to Re: Going to the Devil, posted by bleauberry on September 26, 2010, at 9:52:24
alright, thank you everyone for you posts. I've been thinking ... really are there alternate way's to get help. The devil is unseen and many people believe he's not there. He is.
I'm picking sides and I can't serve two masters but what you said blueberry about giving a kid all the toys and then killing him got me back. Saturn eats his children and Saturn is also known as Satan. Venus is Lucifer, the light[the false light]
Alot of Satanism does not believe in Satan there more athests. There is something called "Spirtual Satanism" which you pray to Satan and he awnser you requests, and that's whats been on my mind. Alot of times I choose stupid choices, but reason I choose Satan is because he would defend and disasterous events on people that hurt me, or care nothing about me. But, my heart really says don't take revenge, but my mind says do it. Now, you usally don't tell people how the satanic devil worship was because they keep that secret. I myself could never ... i could never summon satan to a place because it's too much risk of inviting demons into a place, or into to me. I've read that in spiritual satanism, demons are your friends if you are loyal to them, they usally attack people who are against the devil, and cause suffering, torment. Black magic .. which is satanism, but it's more related to witchcraft, there are .. other things besides witchcraft, like you just tell the devil whats going on and he would help you, but he's nothing like God. He has no mercy, well obviously because hell is not a place of love, but rather a place of eternal danmation and that's category that he's in. There was only a small part of myself that was thinking about knowing the devil and him having my back. But when I look at the whole picture, this is darkness.
I myself am not even dabbling in Satanism, its just been an idea that's got me thinking about it. I was praying to God, and then this feeling of "treason" for praying to God, then go and talk to the devil thinking its ok with God. I don't even know how to speak to Satan, he's not omnipresent, so he's always doing something or he uses his demons to work his communication.
Really...it's a dark thought to think about. But this ... other side of me say's if can't say any nice to God, go laugh with Satan. Ugh, thinking about who I am, i'm big, im ugly, and ... if I tell anyone any connections with the devil there going to look down on me. It's like having the mafia be around you, they watch you and usally threaten death or torment if you don't do with what they say.
Anyways, that's it but there's no way I would have the courage to do spells. And frankly I need to tell God where I am, and why I want to speak with Satan.
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