Posted by rayww on November 11, 2005, at 10:39:32
In reply to What do you do when Christ breaks your heart?, posted by mr. matt87 on November 7, 2005, at 22:01:43
Matt, the mind is capable of some pretty wierd things, not all of which are real. A friend of mine saw fire and knew she could see it in the hospital room. She prayed to God it would change, and suddenly she saw flowers and little bunnies instead. It was only real to her, but she couldn't stop it. God can work around your physical or mental infirmities, and will. Don't lose hope or faith. In my stroke I have noticed a change. I can't think of words to pray very easily, nor can I get as in tune with the holy spirit as I once could. It is still there, but the damage done to my brain has blocked something. I haven't lost faith or hope. I know it is still there, and you can too.
> I just got hit with reality, i had so much faith, it hurt so much, when i found out that all of it was wasted.
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> I cant belive this, it really hurts, but you have to accept it. I trust God because of my struggles and to find that he just let faith blew away I am crying right now.
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> I belived it would happen, I knew i though I heard his voice, and I found it only to be a mirrage. I thought I had stablity with him, I think its begining to rain.
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> I tell God, the holy spirit my fears, and please let it be ok. Only to find that absolutly been dropped. I fallen hard, it hurts that it was only a mirrage that was in my mind. You know... i cant
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> It hurts a little to know that faith has been shattered. But accept what has happened
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> I need to break off.
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