Posted by rjlockhart98 on July 19, 2005, at 23:30:15
In reply to Re: Having Faith, do have to be FULL of it? » rjlockhart98, posted by crazy teresa on July 19, 2005, at 21:20:24
I belive alot to the lord.
I have many insecurities that draw me near to him for security.
I cannot tell you how many times i have seen things happen, god has given me 1 major sign when i asked, it was a small still peaceful voice that was hardly noticable, to go lay in my bed. That lightnight was so bright for a slice of a second the whole room was pure white, after there where 3 thunder strikes that sounded like "knocking" sounds against the walls, the windows raddled i thought they shattered. It was shocking, i layed there for 3 minuites just staring of what just happened.
When my mom refuses to give my medication during a panic attack, or when i need. This voice says "i will lead a path", i got it right in time before she came. But i belive God doesnt want us really on medication, im sure he will allow it if you choose it, but he rathers you to come to him. But just the feeling that he would take care of me against my mom is kathy bates in "misery", shows how he is truly love, what he thinks is best during that situation. I thanked him at least 15 times.
There is times when he has NOT awnsered yes. But when i realize it, it is view of the best for the situation. I have gotten angry, it didnt do anything, WHY!
I know that God is real, but i just, i have to have the faith of what he knows best. Besides, he designed this whole universe.
I just again thought i would share a message.
I hope it will maybe help some insight to some of those. But i am still struggling after seeing all of it, it still is confusing at times.
Trust God.
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