Posted by Kim E. on December 6, 2002, at 7:05:06
I have had depression for 4 yrs now. I do not know the cause, and have yet found a medicine that works. I'm sure over the years, I have been on at least 10 different meds, but nothing has worked and naturally I get every side effect there is. I have even gone through shock treatments but nothing has helped.
I question God all of the time. I do not understand why this is happening and as much as I pray for myself and for others that are going through the same thing or have other problems, I do not understand why the suffering will not go away. Sometimes I feel I'm being punished, but for what? Other times I feel that God is testing my faith. I just don't understand.
I start a new med called Nardil on 12/8. I can only pray that this is going to be the one that works, but due to my history with meds, I really have my doubts.
My prayers are for all of you out there with problems (not just depression) and I hope one day we will all be happy and healthy again!
Kim E.
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