Posted by WorryGirl on May 10, 2007, at 6:54:08
In reply to Re: Long-time Bulimic » WorryGirl, posted by Racer on May 2, 2007, at 15:01:01
I understand what you're saying and I know that this is what I need to do. I just have one problem and one question: I don't know that I CAN accept my higher weight. I am working out faithfully, I do pretty well eating a nutritious 400-500 calorie breakfast and lunch (calories for each meal). It's from about mid-afternoon and beyond that I lose it. I eat a HUGE dinner and snack before and after. Since I throw it up I assume that most of it has been eliminated, even when it is 2-3 hours after dinner (I can still see remains from lunch sometimes!)
My question is, how did my bulimic formula work for so long in my 20s and early 30s? I ate a ton then and threw most of it up. Why is my body determined to hold on to the weight now, after all those years when it worked?
I hate being this weight. I hate when people see old photos and "can't believe" how different I looked (the unspoken thinner).
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