Posted by Poet on January 5, 2006, at 18:57:58
In reply to I didn't feel this bad when I was thin, dang it!, posted by Racer on January 3, 2006, at 22:00:21
Hi Racer,
Self sabotage. My warped brain does it to me, too. The damn mental devil that takes over my common sense and tricks me into thinking that I feel better when I binge. I feel even better when I purge.
I gave into this self sabotage two days this week. Why I didn't pass out at water aerobics due to dehydration, I don't know. The irony of an electrolyte imbalance in a swimming pool is not lost on me.
Go away self sabotage thoughts. Go away self sabotage thoughts. Repeat until desire to binge/purge or restrict eating goes away. At least it gives my brain something to think about besides career hell which is why I lost control.
Take care. Avoid mirrors. I can tell you right now that you look fine. Really. I don't lie. Except to myself. LOL.
Poet
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