Posted by Racer on June 19, 2005, at 20:23:14
It just isn't fair! My meal plan is still down -- basically -- to where I started last November, I've gained a huge amount of weight and hate it, and yet I know that I'm really only eating about half of what I'm supposed to be eating! At this rate, that's going to make me weigh twice what my "goal" weight is.
That's part of what's holding me back, that fear of just gaining and gaining and gaining. It's worse because when I've slid backwards and restricted, I haven't been able to restrict as much, and really haven't lost any weight. Mostly, my weight has been in the same little range for a couple of months now, no matter how little I eat. Not only am I afraid of what's going to happen if I ever eat as much as I'm supposed to, I'm also feeling trapped by this whole thing, as though now I have no choice, I won't be able to say it isn't working for me and lose the weight again.
Ugh. This just isn't fair!
poster:Racer
thread:515666
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