Posted by Poet on May 14, 2005, at 17:15:46
Monday morning I weighed myself and I gained two pounds. On my way to temp job, I got into a car accident, not trying to kill myself, it really was an accident.
I started eating like mad Monday night and am continuing every night. Not just favorite foods (I will not go into the details) but just about anything in the kitchen. I have a sore throat from purging. I need to stop this.
I didn't tell my T about my bulimia being out of control, just about the accident. She isn't an expert on EDs, but maybe I should call her Monday?
I've been bulimic for 27 years, this is the most out of control I've been in at least 15. I know it was triggered by the accident and that my temp job is down to 25 hours a week and ends next Friday. I can't afford to eat mass quantities of food, why am I doing this to myself?
Two pounds isn't much. Accidents happen. I need to believe that.
Poet
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