Posted by verne on April 9, 2009, at 0:23:38
In reply to Re: Hope you feel better...Deneb, posted by Deneb on April 7, 2009, at 1:37:32
Deneb,
Again, I'm very sorry (and not for fear of being blocked, which should come for lots of other posts anyway).
It seemed like you got triggered when you accepted my apology and said, we were "cool". Perhaps, that was too much, too soon. Let's leave it at: verne wasn't cool for what he said but maybe someday I'll forgive him. No pressure. You don't need to forgive me - I'm fine.
I can't live down all the stuff I've done to people (nothing criminal really). All the borderline phone calls (mostly answering machine messages I left). I've burned every bridge, insulted pastors, neighbors, family and friends.
I don't need you to forgive me or accept me. Seriously. I'm not saying, hold a grudge, but don't go against what you feel. I was a complete jerk for what I said and you don't need to swallow it and say, I'm still "cool with you".
Geez, I'm shooting from the hip. (and without a degree) Don't twist yourself into a knot trying to "forgive" me. Letting it go or expressing your feelings would be better.
but how do you express yourself here?
Deneb, you're a good person with lots of potential. I'm the court jester (bad one at that) causing mischief.
I wish I could take back every mean thing I've said. I came to realize that I will never "live it down" - all that I've done wrong.
Deneb, imagine when you've done something wrong and how sorry you were and wish you could have done it over. We are in the same boat, the same lifeboat.
Verne
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