Posted by Larry Hoover on June 5, 2006, at 8:21:53
In reply to I have been asked to come here and apologise, posted by NikkiT2 on June 5, 2006, at 0:56:50
> But I am sorry.
> I stand by what I said. Yes, some feel I said it wrongly, and I did do wrong to use Estella's name where I should have used my own as an example, but her name was forefront in my mind at the time.
There are innocent explanations for almost anything we might do. Naive innocent explanations. But everyone seems willing to believe the most noxious and malevolent explanation. The first thing one should do is ask, though, don't you think?
> I still believe that my points stand though. And nasty, bullying babble mails will NOT change that. It has just reminded me what a basically nasty place PB can be. And that has NOTHING to do with the rules, but the people.
When I was experiencing the biggest psychological crisis of my entire life, just a few short weeks ago, here, on this board, you would not believe the emails I received. They would shock you. More than mere schadenfreude, I was shocked by other elements in these purportedly helpful messages. Shocked.
I'm sorry our paths have come parallel. In the physical pain that envelopes us, perhaps it limits cognition as well. Senselessness? Sensory burnout?
I'm not seeking excuses.... but to have you go through so many similar confluences, leads me to wonder if there isn't a very human tragic process. If that's the case, Nikki, I can also promise you that it will end. I got through it, Nik. I am truly looking at it from the other side now.
> Oh, and yes.. I am pure evil aren't I? And NO ONEs suicide will ever be on my head, as it is a decision one person makes and no one else.Oh, Nik. Oh dear. So helpful, these people. So very helpful and supportive.
Lar
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