Posted by James K on February 6, 2006, at 1:03:02
I've spent a whole day feeling bad about this. I wasn't sure if addressing this would make it worse or help get me (and us?) over it. I had no right to put such ugliness on this board. I'm sorry if any of you read it. I'm not sure, but I think someone got pbc'ed for protesting my statements. If that is the case, please don't hold to that.
I have great respect for this board and Dr. Bob's way of maintaining it. I fully understand that I wasn't blocked because it was my first offense. I'm having a very hard time in my life with anger and defensiveness. I lashed out in hurt and desire to hurt. We don't come here for that. I've been in treatment. I was drunk and destructive. I've been in hospital because of these kind of things IRL, and am arranging to go back very soon.
In the meantime, I am going to be very careful and respectful. If anyone is angry with me and feels to tell me about it, I understand, and will be respectful of their comments, babblemail or real email. I don't want further hurt on the board. I just wish I had left well enough alone. I'm sorry.
James K
poster:James K
thread:606793
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